HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY to my dear piggy ZHIYEN & AHTONG !

lols , times files .
so fast oh , one year , soon will be going your wedding dinner LOLS ?

for the past week have been studying and studying .
exams going over soon xD
but not the end of O , so still have to study :/
realise that thousand and one thingii that ii dont know , yups , so STUDY ~
recently there's a change in friends , not quarrel but just that we seems drift apart .
sight , what can ii say ?
whatever , ii have to learn and accept it right .
hmms , anyw had fun mixing & hanging with sheen . vivian & darryl :)
learn a couples of things from you guys uhs .

movie that ii wanna catch :
angle and demons
night at the museum 2
17 again
dance , subaru

& many many more .

smile & make life happy ohhh :)

2months plus plus didn't blog lerr . hmms , currently flooded with studies & exam . having mood swing :X feeling so so so lost ?
shii is UNHAPPY !

可不可以爱我
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

lols , thanks my girls ! thanks for th cake & present !
today had my 2nd cake lols , i was seriously very worried that ii will get smash by cake again !
but lucky no one play , guess that's because in school or they had their fun on friday . poor me !
countdown my birthday at XXXXXXX with th few of us . everyone like so stone . sight , kind of no mood . o ya , thank shawn for getting a damm huge elmo for me , one sad thing is because no more baby tigger T_T but ii still like it . th eye so BIG . lols !

went for dinner with my girls at pizza hub , and chat for awhile . it been so long that we sit down and chat . appreciate it alot ! shared some stuff , lols . ii kind of know what to do ii guess .

ii should be happy shouldn't i ?
everything is like so perfect ,
with many friends around wishing me happy birthday .
but ii don't really feel so .

after ii reach home , my mood 360 change .
why should i bother about it if you're not .
sick & tired of everything .


lastly , thanks for wishing me & giving present .
shawn , jennis , meiyan , YT people , siman , dylan , wenting , zhenghui , zhiyen , ahhtong , ronald , sy , darrylang , vivian , micheal , hueyshin , auntie mei juan ,zhiyin , Efan , charlene , jasmine , weizhen , alex , kester , alicialow , alicia , xiumei , xiyu , yishi (thanks for th mickey mouse xD ) fatin , jesse , darrell , ray , th two brother , cherbelle , adlison , lewis , yejie , kelvin , dan , ahmirul , brenda , bonni , junle , marcus , weiyi , shuwei , kathib , klemuse , joshua , junstin , maxine , evan , alex , louis , lizhen , mrho can't rmb already . just thanks for the wishing ! all your wishing make me feel better =)

heys human !
one more day to my birthday !
lols , celebrate on friday already and later on and tmr !
lols , with different clicks of friends and family .
donnt forget you own me present !

hahs ! seriously ii also dont know what i'm feeling now . so confused , but ii decided , since it's the past and ii had almost totally let it go , ii shouldn't try and pull it back now . it will only make you dislike me ii guess . so yahs , ii grow up okay ?! lols . if you dont come and bother about me ii shall not do anything . i'm tired of taking the first step when nothing come in return . the feeling sucks , making me feel like a fool .

on friday ,
3 rounds of cake smashing -.-
i'm so poor thing right !
stupid chicken head go start than end up everyone come smash .
thanks to shawn come save me and help me clean up .
heys , ladies and guys thanks you horr . "for decorating me "

2 rounds of voimiting .
lols , my dear girls thanks for taking care me .
sorry if ii miss Q and zhong you .
had fun that night , sorry for being abit crazy also donn know what comes over me .
upload th photo tmr . lols .

lastly , a BIG THANKS YOU to miss MEIYAN .
thanks for everything . donn know how to say to you face face so hope you will read my blog .
cause ii shy xD , lols .
thanks for asking people come down , cake , present , food , book , tigger and taking photo and cleaning lols .

later dinner and tmr dinner .
all ii cann say is thanks !
dont worry bout me , i've grow up and know how to think and control myself .

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY humans !

not a day for me to celebrate D;
lols , morning wake up at 6 plus then actually going meet vivian then go for remedial but she's having fever than not meeting . anyway ii had terrible headache in the morning so didn't went remedial also Xp .

sight , today spent the whole afternoon in my dad shop and bake cookie and muffin for meiyan , zhiyen , jennis and shawn . in th evening went over to shawn there and pass them the present . miss my dance lesson today and went for dinner with them . thanks to yan and zhiyen for acc me today . 2nd year spending valentine *alone* . today ahhao gave yan a rose , from her face can see her very happy . wahh yan , your birthday ii gave you 8 rose you also never show me such happy face . >.< hahs , as long you are happy than good .

is like a replay of 2 years ago . but th person receiving not me .
sight , no point think so much bahh .
there's no replay button for it ii guess ,
anyway ,
boii ii grow up even though ii took a longer time to do so .
iimy , but is th past . ii know .

o ya , anyway anyway anyway .

HAPPY 9 MONTHS to zhiyen && ahhtong !

o2.o2.o9
today simply suck man .
irritating .
so many many many test and things to do .
everyday will be having remedial till 5 .
stop adding on to my stress .
don't make your problem my problem !
stop nagging & complaining .
shag . hate going home .

who can ii pour all my sorrow to ?
rubbish bin . -.-

HAPPY MOO DAY humans !

this years CNY pass so fast , haven had enough fun !
yet school start so fast . test coming up next week .
really really really really need to study already .
today , at home keep sleeping didn't go to school .
xD cause too tired and sick sick .

ytd , when shawn house to have dinner .
allergy to the dog .
but OMG they so cute , but ii scare of them .
lols .
manage to sayang sonwiie , but she keep trying to lick me . @_@
so the time spent there was tearing and [[ liu pi ti ]] .
and ii use finish one and a half box of tissue .
then today other half box .

sorry guys , while eating have to hear my musical concert by my nose .
overall had fun but so tired and sick .