baby

2009-05-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY to my dear piggy ZHIYEN & AHTONG !

lols , times files .
so fast oh , one year , soon will be going your wedding dinner LOLS ?

for the past week have been studying and studying .
exams going over soon xD
but not the end of O , so still have to study :/
realise that thousand and one thingii that ii dont know , yups , so STUDY ~
recently there's a change in friends , not quarrel but just that we seems drift apart .
sight , what can ii say ?
whatever , ii have to learn and accept it right .
hmms , anyw had fun mixing & hanging with sheen . vivian & darryl :)
learn a couples of things from you guys uhs .

movie that ii wanna catch :
angle and demons
night at the museum 2
17 again
dance , subaru

& many many more .

smile & make life happy ohhh :)

2009-05-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

2months plus plus didn't blog lerr . hmms , currently flooded with studies & exam . having mood swing :X feeling so so so lost ?
shii is UNHAPPY !

可不可以爱我
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

2009-03-02T06:56:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

lols , thanks my girls ! thanks for th cake & present !
today had my 2nd cake lols , i was seriously very worried that ii will get smash by cake again !
but lucky no one play , guess that's because in school or they had their fun on friday . poor me !
countdown my birthday at XXXXXXX with th few of us . everyone like so stone . sight , kind of no mood . o ya , thank shawn for getting a damm huge elmo for me , one sad thing is because no more baby tigger T_T but ii still like it . th eye so BIG . lols !

went for dinner with my girls at pizza hub , and chat for awhile . it been so long that we sit down and chat . appreciate it alot ! shared some stuff , lols . ii kind of know what to do ii guess .

ii should be happy shouldn't i ?
everything is like so perfect ,
with many friends around wishing me happy birthday .
but ii don't really feel so .

after ii reach home , my mood 360 change .
why should i bother about it if you're not .
sick & tired of everything .

lastly , thanks for wishing me & giving present .
shawn , jennis , meiyan , YT people , siman , dylan , wenting , zhenghui , zhiyen , ahhtong , ronald , sy , darrylang , vivian , micheal , hueyshin , auntie mei juan ,zhiyin , Efan , charlene , jasmine , weizhen , alex , kester , alicialow , alicia , xiumei , xiyu , yishi (thanks for th mickey mouse xD ) fatin , jesse , darrell , ray , th two brother , cherbelle , adlison , lewis , yejie , kelvin , dan , ahmirul , brenda , bonni , junle , marcus , weiyi , shuwei , kathib , klemuse , joshua , junstin , maxine , evan , alex , louis , lizhen , mrho can't rmb already . just thanks for the wishing ! all your wishing make me feel better =)

2009-02-28T22:53:00.000-08:00

heys human !
one more day to my birthday !
lols , celebrate on friday already and later on and tmr !
lols , with different clicks of friends and family .
donnt forget you own me present !

hahs ! seriously ii also dont know what i'm feeling now . so confused , but ii decided , since it's the past and ii had almost totally let it go , ii shouldn't try and pull it back now . it will only make you dislike me ii guess . so yahs , ii grow up okay ?! lols . if you dont come and bother about me ii shall not do anything . i'm tired of taking the first step when nothing come in return . the feeling sucks , making me feel like a fool .

on friday ,
3 rounds of cake smashing -.-
i'm so poor thing right !
stupid chicken head go start than end up everyone come smash .
thanks to shawn come save me and help me clean up .
heys , ladies and guys thanks you horr . "for decorating me "

2 rounds of voimiting .
lols , my dear girls thanks for taking care me .
sorry if ii miss Q and zhong you .
had fun that night , sorry for being abit crazy also donn know what comes over me .
upload th photo tmr . lols .

lastly , a BIG THANKS YOU to miss MEIYAN .
thanks for everything . donn know how to say to you face face so hope you will read my blog .
cause ii shy xD , lols .
thanks for asking people come down , cake , present , food , book , tigger and taking photo and cleaning lols .

later dinner and tmr dinner .
all ii cann say is thanks !
dont worry bout me , i've grow up and know how to think and control myself .

2009-02-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY humans !

not a day for me to celebrate D;
lols , morning wake up at 6 plus then actually going meet vivian then go for remedial but she's having fever than not meeting . anyway ii had terrible headache in the morning so didn't went remedial also Xp .

sight , today spent the whole afternoon in my dad shop and bake cookie and muffin for meiyan , zhiyen , jennis and shawn . in th evening went over to shawn there and pass them the present . miss my dance lesson today and went for dinner with them . thanks to yan and zhiyen for acc me today . 2nd year spending valentine *alone* . today ahhao gave yan a rose , from her face can see her very happy . wahh yan , your birthday ii gave you 8 rose you also never show me such happy face . >.< hahs , as long you are happy than good .

is like a replay of 2 years ago . but th person receiving not me .
sight , no point think so much bahh .
there's no replay button for it ii guess ,
anyway ,
boii ii grow up even though ii took a longer time to do so .
iimy , but is th past . ii know .

o ya , anyway anyway anyway .

HAPPY 9 MONTHS to zhiyen && ahhtong !

2009-02-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

o2.o2.o9
today simply suck man .
irritating .
so many many many test and things to do .
everyday will be having remedial till 5 .
stop adding on to my stress .
don't make your problem my problem !
stop nagging & complaining .
shag . hate going home .

who can ii pour all my sorrow to ?
rubbish bin . -.-

2009-01-28T05:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY MOO DAY humans !

this years CNY pass so fast , haven had enough fun !
yet school start so fast . test coming up next week .
really really really really need to study already .
today , at home keep sleeping didn't go to school .
xD cause too tired and sick sick .

ytd , when shawn house to have dinner .
allergy to the dog .
but OMG they so cute , but ii scare of them .
lols .
manage to sayang sonwiie , but she keep trying to lick me . @_@
so the time spent there was tearing and [[ liu pi ti ]] .
and ii use finish one and a half box of tissue .
then today other half box .

sorry guys , while eating have to hear my musical concert by my nose .
overall had fun but so tired and sick .

2009-01-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

iiyo , this few days flood with homework . CNY coming , don't know why like not looking forward to it . now start school , everyday of my life is school work school work and school work .

ytd 19.o1.o9
joke of th day .

S.A.D
single and desperate xD
swimming poolS .
created by MR ALAN HO .
4e4 student will understand xD

2o.o1.o9

joke of th day ,
baby talk , baby communication .
xD

2009-01-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

shag , now doing DnT stuff . gonna be very busy from now on . remedial after schools , feb onward have mindchamp ECM on monday , wednesday , thursday and friday ! sat have dacing class than sunday taiji lesson . iiyo ! donn know is a good thing a bad thing . coming thurs day A math test if fail have to drop . sight , hope will not . but my work last year really sucks . gonna really work hard for it . yahs , so jiiayous .

friday went to weizhen house after school
&&
bake muffins !
lols , it was not bad but too sweet .
went down to orchard and gave jancie as her birthday present .
other than giving homemade thingii cant think of other thing to give .
is like nothing to buy for her cause she has everything she wann .
hope she like it , and the rest hope you all didnt get diarrhoea xD

sat went to orchard with ahhyen to shop for new year clothes .
bought some but dont really like it lots .
bo bian need get some clothes .
than went dancing ,
no class for the next two weeks cause of CNY .
sight , must find other ways to release stress .

finally , th day ii waited has come .
seeing you processing to other stage of your life .
th feeling can't be express by words .
and so now , higher expectation wish to see from you .
jiiayous , don't let yourself fall back wards .
it's not an esay to come so far .

piiggy , hope you both will cherish everything from now on .
rmb 8months . it's not very long , not short neither.
don't think too much of th future .
what matter is now .
follow your heart .
not easy to find a guy that you love and loves you .
it's destiny .

felt happy for you all but not myself .
flood with stress of studies .

2009-01-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

urrggghh , fucking angry with myself last night . break th promise ii make to myself && my dad . ii tried to be early but ... urrgghh ! no one to blame . blame myself for everything bahh . it was indeed . stop stressing on me and nag at me . it just freaking piss me off . yah yah yah , my bet right . >.<

today was so tired in class .
keep dozing off , didn't want to .
but .... iiyo , you know right .

anyway , got idea for DnT already .
but donn't know will work not .
hope is a good project .

if ii had promise anyone anything ,

you can just forget bout it .

ii can't even fullfilled th promise ii make to myself .

2009-01-13T19:32:00.000-08:00

!!!!! now at home , didn't went school today . not because of overslept okay , woke up at 5 plus not by alarm but by the pain . still having stomach pain on and off . really don't know what's the problem . shag , pain till can't go school . finally slept back at 6 plus or 7 plus . got to study on my own later on . thinking if should drop A-math . test next thursday , have the feeling that will fail T_T but hope not . cause thinking that in the future A-math will help in one or other way . yahs , so have to study .

pain pain go away
&&
never come back !

2009-01-12T07:15:00.000-08:00

shag ! today was sitting in th hall && saw the last batch sec4 to take their result . next year will be me waiting to get the result man ! so shiit . th overall for this year result wasn't good . T_T but hope most of you get th school you wann bahh .

start school for a week plus already , so many stuff to do . homework , remedail , cracking my brain to think of a project for DnT . the theme this year is TIDYNESS , so lost . have nothing good to think of . sight , hopefully will be able to do smth good and score for it . today feel so irritated ! so many things to think of . don't know what's wrong with my stomach , th pain keep came on and off , since sat .

gonna focus on studies ,
promise myself ytd will be th last day to go out lerr .
FOCUS !

2009-01-07T03:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR human !

so long didn't blog lerr lols .
so fast , time flies !
is already 2oo9 , only start school for a few yet can sense the stress in the teacher and us !
so far all the teacher that come in have been saying about our result , whole class score badly for last year . HONEYMOON over lerr ! have to start study now ! got to finish all chapter by april !!!
feeling like shiit now , got to study my sec3 thingii again cause last year was slacking plus this year new thingii . sight .

o'level , hope to score single digit for it but kind of hard . sight sight sight . hopefully can , wish to go to the course ii wannt !

this few day so tired , don't know why . feel like going to sick already . and thanks to zhiyin you all for caring bout me but ii'm fine ! just tired only .

from now on gonna start to focus on studies and not other thingii .
yahs , decided !
determination !

2008-12-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

o ya , and on the train back . the guy . ^^ hahs , kind of irritating. shuhh , keep it in heart . we know what happen jiu hao .

for this week ,

sunday
went to work with yan , and bought a shirt for 28bucks .
had dinner at mo gu mo gu .
it been so long that we two had a nice chat .
while eating my bro jump out from nowhere .
only thing ii can say is THIS WORLD IS REALY SMALL !

monday
went to work , wear the same shirt with yan , LOLS .
keep playing around but also serious too .
can't rmb what happen already .

tuesday , meet yan for lunch wear untill so -.-
after that meet ahh yen and ahhtong and kaixuan ..
don't know why everything we say it's so funny.
keep laughting the whole day .
bought a NF skinny . weird colour , black not black , brown not brown , grey not grey .
ahhyen say it's stupid to buy black cause ii have two already but donn know run untill where lerr. had a fun time talking and walking in seng song xD

wednesday
wake up at 6 plus and went to my bro BMTC graduation parade at tekong island .
what a long journey .
took a cab to pasir ris mrt than tokk the army bus and ferry there .
after that went home and sleep !
not feeling very well .
wake up in the evening and studied for mindchamp exam .

thursday
what a coincident . me and yan didn't plan to meet BUT we took the same train and in the same cabin xD hahs . so cool .
went to mindchamp and had exam ! bloody shiit . my brain don't seems to be functioning .
hopefully will get 8o and above if not need to go for review . T_T
after that went to look for yan and had black peper noodles for dinner .

sight
holiday finishing .
back to school very soon .
o level coming .
shag .

2008-12-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

LOLS , today went marina square ! wanted to have lunch at yuki yaki but full house ! was like wth , everyone was so hungry . end up going to sakae sushi for buffet . zhiyen , ahhtong , kaixuan , willy and me waited for 15mins before eating cause is not yet 3 . timing for buffet is 3 to 6 . take note ! so sad , can c cannot eat . so we talk carp and finally time's up . all of us like haven eat for few days . can't rmb how many plates we took . but ah-ga 50+ plates ? so we were in sakae from 2.40 to 4 .40 like that. eating and eating . talking carp . joke here and there . ahh yen laugh untill tears come out .

after that went to walk walk than think of smth to do . BUY PRESENT ! walk here and there , search high and low . finally saw a dress ! xD bought the dress and went to look for a box for it . spent more than 3omins in the shop just because of the box and making payment . after that walk walk around . walk pass arcade , than we try to catch bear bear . OMG , so cute BUT didn't get one . than while playing , the present almost drop . than donn't know why ii shouted damm loud , and everyone turn and look at me . shit , damm ps but heng ii manage to catch the present if not ii really can go bang wall already . cause the present hao bu rong yi than get one . walk for donn know how long .

the present wanted to give yan on her birthday , but end up for some reason meet up with her so give her early present . but there's part 2 . xD donn know what ii will be doing right ? let you xin yang yang first . hahs .

thanks to willy for carrying my bag && peii me and yan to buy baby stuff .
&&
ahhtong , ahhyen , kaixuan for walking around like crazy people to buy the present .
had lots of fun .
hope you all enjoy too .
^^
love you all lots.

2008-12-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

as for today , things did not went well . sight . miss the time when things are just simple . but it's impossible for time to turn back . only can keep them . hope things will become simple again and understand the word sister . this word really carry a heavy responsible behind it . still in the process to manage it . but it wonn work if ii'm working on it alone . ii believe ii'm not and hope not . baby ii love you but ii'm not 1oo% sure if ii am . cause somtime things just discourage me . but nahs , at least is more than 70% ii guess. (donn mistaken ! not my bf but my bestiie )

2008-12-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

come back from chalet on friday .
didn't really get to play much cause have course in the morning and afternoon . so was rushing here and there . but had a fun time playing and chit chatting (more like crapping around) and watching tv midnight . the show was like sooooO scary . and the BBQ was okay . when starting to start the fire , mr ho was holding the umbrella cause it was still drizzling. look so funny . and o ya , the satay was very nice ! thanks to junle . but most of the chicken wings become black black thank to WK . lols , this time round the BBQ ii was like eating and eating . didn't went and bin kang much cause when ii was BBQ-ing the chicken wings and satay my face almost melt cause of the heat . had lots of fun there . haven been so relax after having so much course and prob now and then . miss the relaxing time . one thing that was very bad was there's countless of ant which we tot was bee , and it really look like . the flying ant was so so so so BIG . and was in our toliet . ahhyen was bitten by an bee in the afternoon when they were playing majong . not flying ant but real bee . so poor thing but lucky it was not serious . and thank you bryan and darryl for helping me carry my heavy bags . hope the next time round ii will be able to enjoy the whole chalet . lastly , ii love you guys .

2008-12-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

went for course for this whole week ! so tired . but at least learn alot of things . sight , today went for CC and was about ACE . appreciate - compliment - empathise with person feelings . first, we were ask to lie down , relax and close your eye . take a deep breath , relax your whole body . now think about your best friend , think how was he or she dressed . and think that you had an quarrel with him or her . how was the feeling ? unhappy ? terrible ? awful ? now think about what your best friend had done for you ? something touching , great . now take other deep breath and open your eyes .

compare the two different . how was it ? can you feel the differences ? which one do you like ? of cousre is the nice one right ?

think about the feeling that you had when you quarrel with your best friend . if at that point of time , the two of you had sort it out nicely and in the correct way wont it be a different feeling now ?

CONFLICT RESOLUTION .

he or she may not be the friendliest at this moment but it's okay .

LISTEN with respect

EMPATHISE WITH THE PERSON FEELINGS . show that you care .

identify the issue

clarify the issue
-how do you feels?

comfirm
-is there any misunderstanding ?

think of solution
-how to improve?
-how to avoid this the next time ?

commit to take actions and not only say for fun .

thanks the person for taking time for all these .

actually ii think this matter donn really work .
like if you are quarreling and you thank the person , the person might think you are trying to be funny and stuff .
but at other point of view , the person do care bout you than he or she will take the matter seriously and that's way . the issue or topic(quarrel) is started .

when ii was thinking about my best friend , the first person to come up in my mind was _____ .
but donn know why , the feelings was so freaking weird . asking myself if it's really her ? but nahs , neverminds , time will reveal everything and c things clear plus ii guess is ii think too much .

AND &&
zhiyen , siman , irene , hilda , sheena , kangjie , wenting
miss you all so much .
so long didn't meet up with you guys .
and miss the time we are tgt .
=(

2008-12-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS !
guess we had lots of fun playing around .
hope you like even there's no flowers or cake .

my life now is up and down , just hope it will stay in a simple way .

2008-11-23T02:59:00.000-08:00

when for course on friday , and learn alot of things. and c things clear in life. many people around us are wearing mask and trying to hide the true side of them , even they can fool the world but they can't fool their hearts . this apply to me too . now , take the step to face the true of yourself . you know why people wear mask ? it's just because we are trying to run away from things and hide our fear . or maybe trying to act strong or weak . take off your mask now and your family and friends will accept the way you are . you are been love for who you are . maybe you can't different shape which is the true you . listen to the songs below ii had post . close your eye and think through . be yourself now ! it's never too late . =)

2008-11-23T02:52:00.000-08:00

When You Believe - Whitney Houston featuring Mariah Carey

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

[Chorus:]
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

[Chorus]

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

[Chorus]

2008-11-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

Reflection -

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2008-11-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

iiyo , today wasn't a great day .

wake up and get nag by mum , than wanted to go out and than dad and bro came to give their "speech" after that things donn't really get in ways.
in the afternoon , went cck and do some stuff . after that went to meet gladys for awhile . kind of nice feeling . think because very long never meet than will appreciate the time being tgt. after that went home . reach home before 7 . was still early . watch tv and than bath and off to sleep aound 11 ++ .

didnt blog for the past few days. cause still not a habbit to blog everyday plus bro keep hugging on to the laptop. LOLS .

last week was sick, and yan deliver porridge to my house , than was like GOSH , first time in my life seeing her do this . and cooking for me when ii sick ! touched.
the next day went to meet zhiyen and she make sandwitches and handroll and pass me some . LOLS , other person that make food for me . xD but not 100% for me cause later in the afternoon she going picnic with ahhtong and her brother . half year anni ! time really flies . last long worr. and on the same day other couple was born . last long to everyone !

monday went for course , gosh , tiring , from 10 to 5.3o . one week 3 times ! faint ~ over there was to learn different technique to study . kept drawing and memorise stuff. but think it does help in studies.

2008-11-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

ii'm full of sin ! i'd been too selfish ! sorry gal .

2008-11-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

just finish watching tv . today whole day at home >.< so bored . cannt go out , sight . ytd also whole day watching tv . gosh my life is so bored . piggy, moo , hilda and kang jie working . me rotting at home . dad sign me up for courses in this holiday . will be having lesson 3 times a week . most of the lesson are 6 hours each . like no different from going school lorr. this two month got to brush up on my studies . next year o lerr , so fast . sight =( think it's really time to be serious not fooling around . but while studying might be taking up some other dance class or baking course . xD

friday slept for less than an hour than around 3 in the night when to find yan and her freinds . quite a number of things happen . went to sembawang park there and went home around 9 plus in the morning , reach home at 10 plus . slept for less than an hour and went to mindchamp of a talk . than went for dancing class . almost die so tired ! lols , issac like so cute lorr ! but he's a dumbass ! and YOU ii forget what's your name but will c you on the next lesson , sweetie . wonn forget what happen in the mrt on sat !

2008-11-07T04:48:00.000-08:00

can you c the needles ?!?!?!? wnt to see the chinese doctor today . it hurts man ! this is the 2nd time going to poke poke . first time was last year july when ii shouted in the clinic because it was really really painful and scary ! today also spent one two hours looking at the newspaper to find job for simam and my self . than saw alot jobs that can intro to yan so sms her finally there's one that really meet her wish . shuhh , can't say yet must wait for dan si ren to blog first and say first .

2008-11-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

gosh , today went to school late and didn't understand what mrs ang was teaching -.-
after school went cwp for awhile to transfer money thingii than went to island creamery , took 961 there and was rotting inside with hilda , siman , sheena , wenting , sherlyn and kangjie . the ice-cream was nice but eat too much till feel like vomit . xD very sweet ! after that went queensway there to buy wenting bag and a lady ask us if we wanted to work , hilda and sheena went for interview and going start work on monday . sight , zhiyen and kangjie will be working , now hilda and sheena also working and meiyan also will be working soon . left me and siman >.< oya , and in 961 when returning to woodland , there's was one big size guy wearing army shirt came and sit beside me . stink siio . he was very sweaty and he keep knocking into me . ii need fresh air ! wanted to tell sheen but she was sleeping and the rest was separated because the bus was very pack. dian dian dian , no one see how jialat ii was . =X kangjie after that saw my going to vomit face . sheena and hilda ! good luck to you girls , you all need to take such a long time to go work and home . beward , you all might c this guy again .

yesterday , o5.11.o8

went to watch high school muscial 3 , seat at the first row -.- my neck almost can't move after that so numb . the movie was nice but ahhtong fall asleep ! LOLS . went to meet meiyan after that , walk around cwp and saw ericka(maria) went to print his presentation thingii than went to connie there , yan went to reborn (till now haven c her hair) went home after awaile . sorry can't acc you .

AND ! to CSY ,, please ii'm not ps or shy to c you okay . just happen that ii'm holding my file near to my face . even if ii cover is cause you and your friend give me such a weird looking face . but ii won be shy to c you , donnt think too much LOLS . meet up soon anyway . soO long never c all of you already .

2008-11-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

LOLS , after two years finally back to blogging ! please forget about my past and rusty blog .sight . time files, how ii wish ii could be back to the time but ii know it's impossible just like for me and you , ii guess .

recently went to si ma lu temple , got 3 divination lots but none was good .
fiirst . family - on the 1st day if the month , the moon is merely a thin strip . on the 15th day , it becomes round and bright .
meaning - wait till the time comes . be patient

2nd. studies - you try to attempt smths yet you fret and you fear you create trouble for yourself . you are a trapped bird . you will not succeed as you are not decisive . best to stay where you are .
meaning - wait till a benefactor come to assist you . in asking for things be patient .

3rd . relationship - it was bad .(can't rmb the thingii cause burn it away , sight)
meaning - donn't do anything as what ii do will only cause it to be worst be patient and wait for the person to come you .

sight , guess all ii need to do is finish my O and the rest wait for it to come .

this few month , had learn and understand alot of things in this world . life is smth totally unexpected , who knows what will happen the following day . so cherish what you have around you . and sometimes for friends , brothers , sister to be separate awhile maybe isn't smth bad . it gives time and space to think through what had happen and what to do next .

this one month plus have been mixing with siman , irene they all , kind of great cause after so long haven been going out with them , talking to them and understand them . and one BIG GOOD NEWS is siman and sheena finally after around 9 months of cold war is back to friends . ladies still rmb when we were in sec 1 , the 8 of us .
zhiyen , irene , siman , sheens , hilda , kangjie , wenting and me .
cool uhs ?

sight , at the other side one good and bad news . finally break the ice and start to slack tgt but now ..... take care everyone and cheer up ! this wonnt continue long neither this is what ii wanted .